1 00:00:16,680 --> 00:00:20,000 DYLAN: We are heading into one of the harshest winters on the planet. 2 00:00:20,000 --> 00:00:21,760 SIA: There's no finish line. 3 00:00:21,760 --> 00:00:26,960 TRENT: But there is $250,000 waiting for the last person. 4 00:00:26,960 --> 00:00:28,840 I'll do anything to win. 5 00:00:31,480 --> 00:00:33,480 It's snowing! 6 00:00:33,480 --> 00:00:34,840 Winter has arrived. 7 00:00:34,840 --> 00:00:36,080 LILLIAN: It's so cold. 8 00:00:36,080 --> 00:00:37,920 Pretty soon that lake's gonna freeze. 9 00:00:37,920 --> 00:00:39,400 Look at that. 10 00:00:39,400 --> 00:00:41,440 Downhill from here, folks. 11 00:00:42,120 --> 00:00:43,960 - Oh, man! - Ahh! 12 00:00:43,960 --> 00:00:46,240 DOUGY: Alone season four, the Arctic. 13 00:00:46,240 --> 00:00:48,880 It's on like Donkey Kong. 14 00:00:48,880 --> 00:00:52,720 Well, well, well. Hasn't the game just changed? 15 00:00:52,720 --> 00:00:54,280 Coo-ee! 16 00:01:01,760 --> 00:01:06,120 In this environment, the smallest mistake can be fatal. 17 00:01:06,120 --> 00:01:09,360 This temperature is actually dropping really quickly. 18 00:01:10,520 --> 00:01:12,040 Oh! (SQUEALS) 19 00:01:12,040 --> 00:01:13,760 I got a fire pit! 20 00:01:13,760 --> 00:01:15,360 There's a fish on there. 21 00:01:15,360 --> 00:01:16,440 Another one! 22 00:01:16,440 --> 00:01:17,840 Whoo-hoo-hoo-hoo! 23 00:01:17,840 --> 00:01:20,800 There's gonna be a time where I can't fish. 24 00:01:20,800 --> 00:01:22,280 Smoke in your eyes. 25 00:01:22,280 --> 00:01:24,560 Any fish I can get in the bank, the better. 26 00:01:26,240 --> 00:01:31,680 If you're coming from a war zone, you'll have some bad memories. 27 00:01:31,680 --> 00:01:33,840 Yeah, I'm struggling to catch fish, 28 00:01:33,840 --> 00:01:38,000 but that does not shake my mental toughness. 29 00:01:38,000 --> 00:01:40,200 That duck knows where all the fish are. 30 00:01:40,200 --> 00:01:41,520 It's where I need to go. 31 00:01:41,520 --> 00:01:42,720 Here we go. 32 00:01:42,720 --> 00:01:44,960 I've built a boat using a tarp, 33 00:01:44,960 --> 00:01:48,000 sticks and some bank line, and it works. 34 00:01:48,000 --> 00:01:49,600 Yeah! 35 00:01:49,600 --> 00:01:52,560 I can finally start actually fishing. 36 00:01:52,560 --> 00:01:56,400 Operation Canoe, or Kayak, whatever you want to call it. 37 00:01:56,400 --> 00:01:58,800 Hey, oh, it's tippy! 38 00:01:58,800 --> 00:02:01,400 Holy shit, I've got a fish! 39 00:02:01,400 --> 00:02:02,520 Yes! 40 00:02:02,520 --> 00:02:04,960 I'm having fish tonight! 41 00:02:49,200 --> 00:02:50,560 Right, people. 42 00:02:51,920 --> 00:02:54,200 So this morning, I got up really early. 43 00:02:54,200 --> 00:02:55,880 It was still dark. 44 00:02:55,880 --> 00:02:59,680 And I've added another lure onto my lure. 45 00:02:59,680 --> 00:03:01,360 I've added a little smaller one. 46 00:03:02,360 --> 00:03:03,600 It's red and white. 47 00:03:03,600 --> 00:03:06,960 This is just gonna drag behind me main one for small stuff. 48 00:03:09,760 --> 00:03:10,760 Yeah. 49 00:03:11,760 --> 00:03:13,520 See it? 50 00:03:13,520 --> 00:03:15,400 A little tiny red and white lure. 51 00:03:16,480 --> 00:03:17,960 Like a fly. 52 00:03:17,960 --> 00:03:22,440 Today, it's just gonna be a day of pure fishing. 53 00:03:22,440 --> 00:03:27,520 This one that I've made, I'm gonna name this the Mackem. 54 00:03:27,520 --> 00:03:30,320 And what that is, is because it's red and white. 55 00:03:30,320 --> 00:03:33,360 Our arch enemies in soccer in England, 56 00:03:33,360 --> 00:03:36,640 our team called Sunderland, we call them Mackems. 57 00:03:36,640 --> 00:03:39,080 They call me a Geordie, I'm from Newcastle. 58 00:03:39,080 --> 00:03:41,200 "Oh, he's from Sunderland, he's a Mackem." 59 00:03:42,200 --> 00:03:43,680 Mackem bastards. 60 00:03:47,800 --> 00:03:50,800 I officially have no food left. 61 00:03:52,040 --> 00:03:56,040 It started off really well when I caught all those fish last week. 62 00:03:56,040 --> 00:04:00,200 But I haven't got a stockpile of fish yet. 63 00:04:00,200 --> 00:04:03,080 These lines just haven't been producing. 64 00:04:03,080 --> 00:04:06,640 I'm just really, really rattled. 65 00:04:06,640 --> 00:04:08,720 And I'm running out of time. 66 00:04:08,720 --> 00:04:10,800 This lake is gonna freeze. 67 00:04:10,800 --> 00:04:13,320 And when it starts to freeze, you can't fish. 68 00:04:14,960 --> 00:04:17,520 I mean, I'm after a big fish, I'm not after a little fish, if I'm honest. 69 00:04:18,720 --> 00:04:21,080 It's just such a mission to walk. 70 00:04:21,080 --> 00:04:22,320 And it's freezing. 71 00:04:23,320 --> 00:04:25,200 Right, and we're off. 72 00:04:29,600 --> 00:04:31,000 That was a shit cast. 73 00:04:32,520 --> 00:04:35,720 I'll get out the water, get on the surface. 74 00:04:38,120 --> 00:04:39,440 Oh, got a fish. 75 00:04:40,880 --> 00:04:42,000 Oh, feels good, Jesus! 76 00:04:43,440 --> 00:04:47,120 Just keep the pressure, try and tire it out a little bit. 77 00:04:47,120 --> 00:04:48,480 Just keep the pressure on. 78 00:04:50,560 --> 00:04:51,920 Oh. 79 00:04:51,920 --> 00:04:54,320 Come on. 80 00:04:54,320 --> 00:04:55,720 It's a little pike. 81 00:05:02,400 --> 00:05:03,680 Stop thrashing, stop it. 82 00:05:05,400 --> 00:05:06,720 Stop thrashing. 83 00:05:06,720 --> 00:05:07,840 Oh, he took the tiny lure. 84 00:05:09,560 --> 00:05:11,720 Stop thrashing, come on. 85 00:05:13,080 --> 00:05:16,760 Oh, no, he got off with my lure, you little bastard. 86 00:05:18,400 --> 00:05:21,120 Oh, Dougy, Dougy, Dougy, Dougy. 87 00:05:21,120 --> 00:05:22,520 Oh, no. 88 00:05:23,560 --> 00:05:25,280 Did you see that? 89 00:05:25,280 --> 00:05:26,600 No. 90 00:05:26,600 --> 00:05:28,840 He took the tiny little lure. 91 00:05:28,840 --> 00:05:30,600 The little bastard of a thing. 92 00:05:34,680 --> 00:05:36,800 Dougy, you should have just stabbed it with a knife. 93 00:05:38,560 --> 00:05:39,920 Oh, that was fatal. 94 00:05:48,160 --> 00:05:50,120 Bastard. 95 00:05:50,120 --> 00:05:54,120 God, I fucking hate this place. 96 00:05:57,200 --> 00:05:58,200 Jesus. 97 00:06:00,440 --> 00:06:01,480 I'm okay. 98 00:06:05,040 --> 00:06:08,680 Well, I lost a pike. 99 00:06:08,680 --> 00:06:12,760 Oh, fatal, fatal error. 100 00:06:12,760 --> 00:06:13,920 I didn't have a net. 101 00:06:13,920 --> 00:06:15,080 I haven't got a gaff. 102 00:06:16,080 --> 00:06:18,520 It was always gonna happen, fucking hell. 103 00:06:18,520 --> 00:06:22,280 And I'm the man who watches Alone on the telly. 104 00:06:22,280 --> 00:06:24,360 Why don't you have a fucking net?! 105 00:06:29,880 --> 00:06:32,600 I honestly don't know how much I've got to give. 106 00:06:33,680 --> 00:06:38,000 As winter approaches, everything switches off. 107 00:06:39,120 --> 00:06:43,320 The fishing goes slower, the days get shorter, 108 00:06:43,320 --> 00:06:46,960 and just everything gets harder and harder and harder. 109 00:07:16,080 --> 00:07:17,880 That is a solid door. 110 00:07:21,760 --> 00:07:23,360 Where will she fit? 111 00:07:23,360 --> 00:07:24,640 Let's have a look. 112 00:07:27,760 --> 00:07:29,080 Like a bloody glove. 113 00:07:30,440 --> 00:07:32,240 Have a look at that. 114 00:07:32,240 --> 00:07:33,280 What a door. 115 00:07:34,640 --> 00:07:37,000 Built for the Arctic Circle. 116 00:07:39,040 --> 00:07:41,880 Yeah, happy with where I'm at. 117 00:07:41,880 --> 00:07:43,960 Feel like I'm a little kid again. 118 00:07:43,960 --> 00:07:46,520 Pretty stoked with the new shelter. 119 00:07:46,520 --> 00:07:48,760 It's bloody perfect. 120 00:07:48,760 --> 00:07:51,200 And pretty happy with my smoker. 121 00:07:51,200 --> 00:07:54,240 So I'm feeling pretty good. 122 00:07:54,240 --> 00:07:55,760 Feeling pretty good at the moment. 123 00:07:59,080 --> 00:08:01,000 Time to bait up. 124 00:08:01,000 --> 00:08:02,000 There's some fish here. 125 00:08:03,160 --> 00:08:04,520 There is some fish here. 126 00:08:06,200 --> 00:08:07,760 Oh yeah, got him. 127 00:08:07,760 --> 00:08:09,280 Yeah, baby! 128 00:08:09,280 --> 00:08:11,200 Woo-hoo-hoo! 129 00:08:11,200 --> 00:08:13,960 Have a look at this for a grayling. 130 00:08:13,960 --> 00:08:16,440 Whoa, that is a bloody horse. 131 00:08:16,440 --> 00:08:18,520 Have a look at that. 132 00:08:18,520 --> 00:08:19,520 Oh, a little perch. 133 00:08:20,480 --> 00:08:21,640 That's all right. 134 00:08:21,640 --> 00:08:23,560 Beauty, yeah. 135 00:08:23,560 --> 00:08:25,440 Jeez, I'm having a session. 136 00:08:25,440 --> 00:08:26,440 Have a look at him. 137 00:08:26,440 --> 00:08:27,640 That's a feed. 138 00:08:27,640 --> 00:08:28,640 Woo-hoo! 139 00:08:29,920 --> 00:08:31,720 It's a grayling. 140 00:08:31,720 --> 00:08:33,200 Yeah! 141 00:08:33,200 --> 00:08:34,560 Grayling. 142 00:08:35,880 --> 00:08:39,680 Hey, that's what we come for, baby. 143 00:08:39,680 --> 00:08:41,360 Oh, it's a big trout. 144 00:08:41,360 --> 00:08:43,600 Woo-hoo-hoo-hoo! 145 00:08:46,840 --> 00:08:48,880 This place is really providing for me. 146 00:08:48,880 --> 00:08:50,760 It's really starting to look after me. 147 00:08:50,760 --> 00:08:52,680 And it's really starting to feel like home here. 148 00:08:54,040 --> 00:08:55,080 Oh, got a fish. 149 00:08:56,280 --> 00:08:58,080 Here he comes. 150 00:08:58,080 --> 00:09:00,080 Come on. 151 00:09:03,520 --> 00:09:05,080 Yeah! 152 00:09:05,080 --> 00:09:06,720 Man, that's a good fish. 153 00:09:08,000 --> 00:09:09,240 Have a look at this puppy. 154 00:09:11,000 --> 00:09:13,080 He's way oversized. 155 00:09:13,080 --> 00:09:14,480 Woo-hoo-hoo-hoo! 156 00:09:15,840 --> 00:09:17,040 Yes! 157 00:09:17,040 --> 00:09:19,200 What a big horse. 158 00:09:19,200 --> 00:09:20,560 Have a look at this. 159 00:09:23,280 --> 00:09:26,320 Hey, baby! 160 00:09:29,440 --> 00:09:30,640 Today's a good day. 161 00:09:33,320 --> 00:09:34,320 Oh, I'm stoked. 162 00:09:35,520 --> 00:09:37,800 I'll have at least a month of preserved food, 163 00:09:37,800 --> 00:09:40,040 three or four days of fresh food still. 164 00:09:40,040 --> 00:09:42,560 So, looking good, going good. 165 00:09:42,560 --> 00:09:43,560 Yeah. 166 00:09:44,720 --> 00:09:47,680 Man, I just really... I just really wanna win. 167 00:09:47,680 --> 00:09:48,920 I just really wanna win this. 168 00:09:50,080 --> 00:09:52,560 I've never wanted something so much in my life. 169 00:09:52,560 --> 00:09:54,760 I just wanna make a better life for my family. 170 00:09:56,560 --> 00:10:00,000 But things can change so quickly out here. 171 00:10:04,440 --> 00:10:06,960 Oh, I've just done a... just done a fart. 172 00:10:06,960 --> 00:10:10,840 I wonder if that's... I wonder if that means there's a poo coming. 173 00:10:12,920 --> 00:10:13,920 I hope so. 174 00:10:15,640 --> 00:10:18,080 I haven't done a poo now for 15 days. 175 00:10:18,080 --> 00:10:19,520 Never been constipated in my life. 176 00:10:21,160 --> 00:10:22,400 Oh, another one. 177 00:10:23,880 --> 00:10:26,000 Like, the last two weeks, I've had a fair bit of food. 178 00:10:26,000 --> 00:10:27,200 Where does it all go? 179 00:10:27,200 --> 00:10:30,200 Just disappears, does it? 180 00:10:31,280 --> 00:10:33,880 Or I've just got one huge poo in there. 181 00:10:33,880 --> 00:10:34,880 It's waiting to come out. 182 00:10:36,680 --> 00:10:39,280 Because you haven't pooed for a couple of weeks, 183 00:10:39,280 --> 00:10:42,680 doesn't mean the doctor doesn't tell me to go home. 184 00:10:48,360 --> 00:10:50,040 Man, this could be a problem. 185 00:10:51,120 --> 00:10:52,480 Go home, tell the kids. 186 00:10:52,480 --> 00:10:53,680 "Hey, kids. 187 00:10:53,680 --> 00:10:54,680 "Dad's home." 188 00:10:54,680 --> 00:10:55,680 "Oh, Dad, did you win?" 189 00:10:55,680 --> 00:10:58,240 "Nah, Dad couldn't do a shit, so I had to come home." 190 00:11:22,760 --> 00:11:26,640 Welcome to day 21. 191 00:11:26,640 --> 00:11:27,960 Still no fish. 192 00:11:29,280 --> 00:11:32,240 I'm just gonna check my set lines. 193 00:11:32,240 --> 00:11:33,600 We'll see. 194 00:11:35,720 --> 00:11:37,360 Okay. 195 00:11:37,360 --> 00:11:40,000 Let's check this one. 196 00:11:42,000 --> 00:11:45,880 My belly is empty as my bank account. 197 00:11:46,840 --> 00:11:48,560 And winter is coming. 198 00:11:50,440 --> 00:11:53,880 If I don't catch fish, I'm in trouble. 199 00:11:55,040 --> 00:11:56,520 Just have a look. 200 00:12:00,520 --> 00:12:01,520 Nothing. 201 00:12:02,840 --> 00:12:04,960 I don't see anything. 202 00:12:06,440 --> 00:12:07,440 Okay. 203 00:12:08,960 --> 00:12:10,600 I'm losing weight. 204 00:12:12,880 --> 00:12:15,280 As soon as the body start losing fat, 205 00:12:15,280 --> 00:12:18,320 then the body will start consuming muscles. 206 00:12:19,360 --> 00:12:21,440 That would put me at risk. 207 00:12:22,600 --> 00:12:25,560 Next time the med check, they will come and check, 208 00:12:25,560 --> 00:12:27,120 possibly they will pull me out. 209 00:12:28,680 --> 00:12:30,960 Chuck it back there and we'll leave it. 210 00:12:33,200 --> 00:12:35,360 It's very hard to survive here. 211 00:12:36,360 --> 00:12:40,320 But I know what it means when you have nothing. 212 00:12:42,440 --> 00:12:49,040 I grew up in a very disadvantaged community and family in Afghanistan. 213 00:12:49,040 --> 00:12:53,120 This is nothing compared to what I've been. 214 00:12:56,360 --> 00:13:00,000 Hopefully, things will change. 215 00:13:00,000 --> 00:13:04,280 But for right now, I'm hangry and I'm desperate. 216 00:13:07,080 --> 00:13:08,080 Okay. 217 00:13:09,960 --> 00:13:11,800 Time to go back to our shelter, mate. 218 00:13:15,160 --> 00:13:16,520 I don't know. 219 00:13:16,520 --> 00:13:22,280 It's just this place or it's just me with no luck fishing? 220 00:13:29,920 --> 00:13:31,880 It's so disappointing. 221 00:13:35,800 --> 00:13:39,200 We can continue with our berries. 222 00:13:39,200 --> 00:13:42,280 But I need more than that. 223 00:13:47,760 --> 00:13:48,760 Reindeers. 224 00:13:49,960 --> 00:13:51,200 There's a herd of them. 225 00:13:52,560 --> 00:13:56,120 You know these reindeers are like the cousins of goats? 226 00:13:56,120 --> 00:14:00,640 Goats are the super naughty animal that you can have. 227 00:14:00,640 --> 00:14:04,040 And then I guess these reindeers are the same. 228 00:14:04,040 --> 00:14:08,800 All coming, destroying all of my berry fields. 229 00:14:08,800 --> 00:14:14,200 I think they love to eat those berries, leaves, these plants. 230 00:14:14,200 --> 00:14:19,000 So they eat leaves and then they just walk on it and then they crush 231 00:14:19,000 --> 00:14:20,240 all the berries. 232 00:14:20,240 --> 00:14:24,000 So this morning I saw half of those berry fields - 233 00:14:24,000 --> 00:14:26,480 that is my only food source for now... 234 00:14:27,560 --> 00:14:29,760 ..being smashed by those reindeers. 235 00:14:33,560 --> 00:14:35,120 What can I do? 236 00:14:35,120 --> 00:14:36,640 We're not allowed to hunt. 237 00:14:36,640 --> 00:14:38,840 We're not allowed to even go close to them. 238 00:14:38,840 --> 00:14:40,400 We're not allowed to touch them. 239 00:14:40,400 --> 00:14:42,160 We're not allowed to do anything to them. 240 00:14:44,840 --> 00:14:48,840 Otherwise, by now I can guarantee you 241 00:14:48,840 --> 00:14:51,480 there would be like 10 reindeers 242 00:14:51,480 --> 00:14:57,640 hanging from this tree right in front of my shelter. 243 00:14:59,440 --> 00:15:06,400 I could open easily a nice butcher shop here. 244 00:15:06,400 --> 00:15:08,280 Put a big sign - 245 00:15:08,280 --> 00:15:11,480 'Reindeers, $2 per kilo'. 246 00:15:14,080 --> 00:15:16,280 It just drives you mad. 247 00:15:20,840 --> 00:15:23,520 Now you tell me, what else I can do? 248 00:15:40,680 --> 00:15:44,000 So I've noticed I'm running low on firewood. 249 00:15:44,000 --> 00:15:49,800 So I'm just gonna break all this wet wood and just store inside and 250 00:15:49,800 --> 00:15:51,360 hopefully it will dry enough. 251 00:15:53,080 --> 00:15:54,080 All right. 252 00:15:57,200 --> 00:15:59,760 Wow. 253 00:15:59,760 --> 00:16:01,400 You're amazing, Sia. 254 00:16:01,400 --> 00:16:02,960 You're so good at this. 255 00:16:02,960 --> 00:16:04,240 I know, I know, I know. 256 00:16:06,200 --> 00:16:07,280 Okay. 257 00:16:15,000 --> 00:16:16,400 Oh, my God. 258 00:16:28,920 --> 00:16:30,800 I'm without energy. 259 00:16:35,280 --> 00:16:39,160 The hunger definitely is kicking in. 260 00:16:39,160 --> 00:16:41,320 Especially at night time, keeps me awake. 261 00:16:46,320 --> 00:16:50,400 I'm just so desperate for some protein into me. 262 00:16:50,400 --> 00:16:52,240 I'm losing so rapidly. 263 00:16:53,960 --> 00:16:54,960 I need to get some fish. 264 00:17:01,080 --> 00:17:05,160 If I don't get any fish, that could be the end of my time here. 265 00:17:10,040 --> 00:17:14,000 Oh, I haven't really made up my mind where I'm gonna put it. 266 00:17:15,320 --> 00:17:17,280 I am thinking to put it over there. 267 00:17:20,000 --> 00:17:22,400 Not ideal, because it's really heavy. 268 00:17:24,240 --> 00:17:25,360 Got no choice. 269 00:17:27,680 --> 00:17:32,360 Can't comprehend how out of breath, how weak I feel. 270 00:17:32,360 --> 00:17:35,160 And I've got not a lot of energy. 271 00:17:37,080 --> 00:17:39,280 Have to be careful being up here, 272 00:17:39,280 --> 00:17:42,600 because I'm just not that strong anymore. 273 00:17:44,400 --> 00:17:49,720 Don't wanna fall in, because if I did, I'm in my warmest gear, 274 00:17:49,720 --> 00:17:52,080 and things just doesn't dry here. 275 00:17:55,600 --> 00:17:57,040 Okay. 276 00:18:12,520 --> 00:18:13,880 Far out. 277 00:18:13,880 --> 00:18:16,200 I can't go. I can't go. 278 00:18:22,480 --> 00:18:24,000 Argh! 279 00:18:24,000 --> 00:18:25,200 Arrh! 280 00:18:28,880 --> 00:18:29,880 I'm okay. 281 00:18:34,480 --> 00:18:35,600 I'm okay. 282 00:18:37,360 --> 00:18:38,440 I'm okay. 283 00:18:46,840 --> 00:18:48,600 I fell in. 284 00:18:48,600 --> 00:18:51,200 That is actually dangerous. 285 00:18:51,200 --> 00:18:54,240 I need to get warm really quickly. 286 00:18:55,560 --> 00:18:56,720 My feet is cold. 287 00:19:00,360 --> 00:19:02,560 Yah! Dropped it. 288 00:19:02,560 --> 00:19:03,880 Come on, baby. 289 00:19:03,880 --> 00:19:04,960 Don't do this to me. 290 00:19:06,160 --> 00:19:07,800 Come on. 291 00:19:07,800 --> 00:19:12,520 I have a pre-existing frostbite already. 292 00:19:12,520 --> 00:19:14,960 I got it when I raced in the Arctic. 293 00:19:23,920 --> 00:19:27,240 It is burning! 294 00:19:30,200 --> 00:19:34,640 As soon my big toe gets a bit cold, 295 00:19:34,640 --> 00:19:35,960 I lose the feeling of it. 296 00:19:37,240 --> 00:19:40,120 I'll show you where I don't have feeling. 297 00:19:40,120 --> 00:19:43,280 Just under there. 298 00:19:43,280 --> 00:19:44,720 Under there. 299 00:19:47,680 --> 00:19:52,080 I knew coming in that my existing frostbite was gonna be a problem. 300 00:19:53,480 --> 00:19:57,720 But I think being an ultramarathon runner, we accept pain. 301 00:20:00,280 --> 00:20:03,080 Got to look after feet out here. 302 00:20:05,120 --> 00:20:10,000 I truly believe that my resilience is my advantage, because you need to 303 00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:15,200 have been broken and feel hopelessness. 304 00:20:15,200 --> 00:20:17,040 And because I've done that so many times 305 00:20:17,040 --> 00:20:20,200 and I know that there's a way to move forward. 306 00:20:20,200 --> 00:20:21,880 I think that's my strength. 307 00:20:43,880 --> 00:20:46,040 Oh, the water's crystal clear today. 308 00:20:48,200 --> 00:20:50,960 I can see clear almost all the way to shore. 309 00:20:53,160 --> 00:20:54,640 Been out here three weeks now. 310 00:20:55,880 --> 00:20:57,280 No luck so far with the fishing. 311 00:20:57,280 --> 00:21:01,360 There's no way that no one else has caught any fish. 312 00:21:02,320 --> 00:21:04,120 I'm certain I'm the last one. 313 00:21:04,120 --> 00:21:05,320 Absolutely certain. 314 00:21:07,080 --> 00:21:11,520 All we gotta do is just not panic. Got to keep trying. 315 00:21:20,920 --> 00:21:21,920 What is that? 316 00:21:25,240 --> 00:21:26,960 That's a fish. 317 00:21:26,960 --> 00:21:28,560 There's a net. 318 00:21:31,720 --> 00:21:35,840 It's got tangled in that net that someone's left there. 319 00:21:36,800 --> 00:21:38,560 Yeah, that's a decent net. 320 00:21:40,120 --> 00:21:41,120 Holy shit. 321 00:21:42,160 --> 00:21:43,160 Oh, wow. 322 00:21:48,000 --> 00:21:51,760 Okay, yeah, it's tangled quite a bit around this rock. 323 00:21:53,600 --> 00:21:55,560 It's not too far from shore. 324 00:21:56,920 --> 00:21:58,480 I have to wade in. 325 00:22:00,800 --> 00:22:01,800 If I can do it. 326 00:22:04,360 --> 00:22:06,240 I might be going for a swim, guys. 327 00:22:11,520 --> 00:22:14,120 Ooh, exciting. 328 00:22:14,120 --> 00:22:15,600 'Cause that fish, 329 00:22:15,600 --> 00:22:18,000 if I can't eat it, I can at least use that as bait. 330 00:22:18,000 --> 00:22:21,040 It is going to be no easy feat to get that out. 331 00:22:21,040 --> 00:22:22,040 It's gonna take a lot. 332 00:22:23,520 --> 00:22:27,000 This water is almost freezing. 333 00:22:28,200 --> 00:22:29,200 It's cold. 334 00:22:31,360 --> 00:22:33,760 This could be a dangerous endeavour. 335 00:22:33,760 --> 00:22:35,360 Frostbite and hypothermia 336 00:22:35,360 --> 00:22:38,760 are probably the biggest things to look out for. 337 00:22:38,760 --> 00:22:39,960 It can kill you. 338 00:22:41,760 --> 00:22:43,440 I've got to try. I've got to try this. 339 00:22:44,480 --> 00:22:47,040 I can't let that opportunity pass me by. 340 00:22:48,920 --> 00:22:50,240 Shit, yeah. 341 00:22:51,440 --> 00:22:53,960 Oh, yes. 342 00:22:53,960 --> 00:22:55,640 That is game-changing. 343 00:23:25,040 --> 00:23:29,480 This is a bit of a dangerous one that I'm about to do, guys, because 344 00:23:29,480 --> 00:23:34,480 I'm about to go retrieve a fishing net, something designed to tangle. 345 00:23:34,480 --> 00:23:36,160 I have to be really careful. 346 00:23:39,400 --> 00:23:42,560 It's already so cold that my hands are a little bit tingly. 347 00:23:42,560 --> 00:23:43,840 It's gonna be even colder in there. 348 00:23:49,040 --> 00:23:52,240 All right, guys, this is all I'll be wearing. 349 00:23:52,240 --> 00:23:53,240 All right, my undies. 350 00:23:55,120 --> 00:23:56,760 (SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY) 351 00:23:59,200 --> 00:24:00,200 Oh, wow. 352 00:24:01,320 --> 00:24:03,640 Oh, it's so cold already. 353 00:24:03,640 --> 00:24:07,360 I wouldn't be risking this unless there was a great reward at the end, 354 00:24:07,360 --> 00:24:08,400 a potential for a... 355 00:24:14,120 --> 00:24:15,960 It might seem like a lot of overkill. 356 00:24:17,320 --> 00:24:18,360 All right. 357 00:24:19,840 --> 00:24:23,040 This is where we're at, and this is what we've got to deal with. 358 00:24:27,400 --> 00:24:29,280 But still... 359 00:24:29,280 --> 00:24:30,280 Oh, God. 360 00:24:31,880 --> 00:24:33,200 Do the hard things. 361 00:25:00,480 --> 00:25:03,000 Oh, yep, that's that point. 362 00:25:03,000 --> 00:25:04,200 Whoo! 363 00:25:15,280 --> 00:25:18,840 I do have a habit of taking things a little too far. 364 00:25:20,440 --> 00:25:24,160 It's one of the reasons I came here, do something really, really hard. 365 00:25:24,160 --> 00:25:25,840 Wish you don't die doing it. 366 00:25:27,840 --> 00:25:29,720 Oh, it's painful. 367 00:26:00,840 --> 00:26:02,600 Brrr! 368 00:26:02,600 --> 00:26:04,600 Ohh! 369 00:26:04,600 --> 00:26:06,360 Yeah, it's painful. 370 00:26:07,880 --> 00:26:09,160 But we've done it. 371 00:26:10,200 --> 00:26:12,400 I just needed to reef it out. 372 00:26:14,440 --> 00:26:15,720 Oh. 373 00:26:16,800 --> 00:26:18,040 Net. 374 00:26:18,040 --> 00:26:19,280 On the back. 375 00:26:20,320 --> 00:26:21,640 Oh, it smells fishy. 376 00:26:23,160 --> 00:26:24,160 Oh. 377 00:26:26,760 --> 00:26:28,000 I'm over that shock. 378 00:26:28,000 --> 00:26:31,240 I'm cold, but I'm not dangerously cold, thank God. 379 00:26:32,200 --> 00:26:34,560 Because I do not want to have to deal with that right now. 380 00:26:36,040 --> 00:26:37,240 I'll change. 381 00:26:37,240 --> 00:26:39,240 Let's get out... Let's get out of here. 382 00:26:48,520 --> 00:26:52,080 Well, guys, we have... 383 00:26:53,680 --> 00:26:56,440 ..two perch. 384 00:26:57,680 --> 00:27:04,840 And one looks like it's been in there maybe five days, one, maybe a few. 385 00:27:06,560 --> 00:27:09,600 But I don't think either of them are actually safe to eat. 386 00:27:10,960 --> 00:27:14,040 What I will do with them, though, is use them as bait 387 00:27:14,040 --> 00:27:16,480 to catch something I can eat. 388 00:27:16,480 --> 00:27:18,400 That's my plan anyway. 389 00:27:35,200 --> 00:27:37,960 I would love to know what temperature it is. 390 00:27:37,960 --> 00:27:40,920 It's definitely colder than what's normal for me. 391 00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:44,320 I went to the toilet. 392 00:27:45,440 --> 00:27:48,720 And I went to wipe my bum. 393 00:27:48,720 --> 00:27:52,560 And all of the moss has little icicles on it. 394 00:27:52,560 --> 00:27:57,000 So I had to wipe my bum with icicle-covered moss. 395 00:27:57,000 --> 00:27:59,360 Which, I tell you, that was chilly. 396 00:27:59,360 --> 00:28:00,360 That was a chilly one. 397 00:28:02,360 --> 00:28:04,960 I think it's going to get really cold and that's going to make 398 00:28:04,960 --> 00:28:06,240 everything a bit harder. 399 00:28:07,880 --> 00:28:08,920 A fair bit harder. 400 00:28:11,160 --> 00:28:13,120 Mushrooms are gone, basically. 401 00:28:13,120 --> 00:28:15,800 There's not much left to harvest. 402 00:28:15,800 --> 00:28:17,960 But I've got enough to keep going. 403 00:28:18,920 --> 00:28:21,520 Fishing's been really unreliable as a food source. 404 00:28:22,760 --> 00:28:24,800 It's actually quite clear and calm. 405 00:28:24,800 --> 00:28:26,480 Let's check these set lines. 406 00:28:27,720 --> 00:28:30,080 All of my set lines, I imagine, will be covered in weed. 407 00:28:33,200 --> 00:28:34,200 Yep. 408 00:28:35,520 --> 00:28:36,520 Good. 409 00:28:36,520 --> 00:28:38,400 That's a great, great harvest. 410 00:28:38,400 --> 00:28:39,400 Look at that harvest. 411 00:28:41,280 --> 00:28:42,280 Weedfish. 412 00:28:42,280 --> 00:28:43,400 Two different species. 413 00:28:45,440 --> 00:28:47,680 I wonder if I could eat that waterweed. 414 00:28:47,680 --> 00:28:50,200 Might be worth a little tester. 415 00:28:50,200 --> 00:28:53,200 It's probably not no superfood or anything, I imagine. 416 00:28:54,440 --> 00:28:56,880 But it is food food. 417 00:28:58,080 --> 00:29:00,280 I'm willing to try anything at this point. 418 00:29:01,400 --> 00:29:05,840 Because that hunger is just working, working, working up. 419 00:29:05,840 --> 00:29:08,640 So this is the amount that I'm going to try out. 420 00:29:10,120 --> 00:29:13,840 So I'm just going to boil that for about five minutes, ten minutes. 421 00:29:13,840 --> 00:29:15,880 Give it a good proper cooking. 422 00:29:22,240 --> 00:29:24,480 You know, last night I had a dream. 423 00:29:24,480 --> 00:29:27,400 About just an array of different sausages. 424 00:29:29,120 --> 00:29:31,680 Yeah, a lot of dreams about food. 425 00:29:35,160 --> 00:29:37,160 Alright, I'll give it a little crack. 426 00:29:49,160 --> 00:29:50,160 Mmm. 427 00:29:50,160 --> 00:29:51,160 Tastes quite good. 428 00:29:52,440 --> 00:29:55,080 It's almost like crunchy spinach-y. 429 00:29:55,080 --> 00:29:56,240 It's quite nice. 430 00:29:56,240 --> 00:29:58,520 I'd say that's encouraging, definitely encouraging. 431 00:30:00,240 --> 00:30:01,240 Cool. 432 00:30:02,880 --> 00:30:06,840 Being here is a process of initiation in my mind. 433 00:30:06,840 --> 00:30:08,840 Because it is so challenging. 434 00:30:10,720 --> 00:30:13,440 I'm going to need to adapt. 435 00:30:13,440 --> 00:30:16,240 I'm going to have to make new ways of being out here 436 00:30:16,240 --> 00:30:19,040 and grow as a person in order to survive. 437 00:30:21,560 --> 00:30:23,920 I'll probably still dream about sausages though. 438 00:30:42,280 --> 00:30:43,360 Okay, guys. 439 00:30:45,240 --> 00:30:46,440 Let's do this. 440 00:30:47,640 --> 00:30:48,760 I am excited. 441 00:30:48,760 --> 00:30:52,280 I've got a net that I'm pretty sure I'll be able to make use of. 442 00:30:52,280 --> 00:30:54,680 And two fish to use as bait. 443 00:30:54,680 --> 00:30:56,280 And I need fish. 444 00:30:56,280 --> 00:31:00,280 I need fish so I can stay here for the long run. 445 00:31:00,280 --> 00:31:02,520 You know what, here's as good a place as any, guys. 446 00:31:14,160 --> 00:31:15,160 Alright, guys. 447 00:31:18,280 --> 00:31:20,000 So here's the other fish. 448 00:31:31,040 --> 00:31:34,800 The thing is, this one actually looks almost good enough to eat. 449 00:31:36,000 --> 00:31:39,600 One of its eyes is cloudy but the other one's still kind of glassy. 450 00:31:39,600 --> 00:31:41,840 I could boil the crap out of it. 451 00:31:45,280 --> 00:31:47,240 It doesn't smell bad. 452 00:31:52,600 --> 00:31:54,520 No, I can't risk it. 453 00:31:54,520 --> 00:31:56,840 I can't risk getting sick out here. 454 00:31:59,640 --> 00:32:00,640 Use it as bait. 455 00:32:04,080 --> 00:32:06,080 I can't. I can't eat it. 456 00:32:10,720 --> 00:32:11,720 Use it as bait. 457 00:32:41,240 --> 00:32:42,920 Alright, guys. 458 00:32:42,920 --> 00:32:50,880 I'm actually going to try and boil this fish up. 459 00:32:50,880 --> 00:32:51,920 Okay. 460 00:32:53,920 --> 00:32:55,640 Let's see if this works. 461 00:32:57,240 --> 00:33:00,000 It was a very dangerous thing that I did. 462 00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:01,800 I risked my life to get a fish net. 463 00:33:02,920 --> 00:33:06,800 But at the end of the day, you need to eat. 464 00:33:06,800 --> 00:33:09,600 And I'm feeling desperate, to be honest. 465 00:33:21,120 --> 00:33:24,040 Well, guys, I've just boiled the crap out of this fish. 466 00:33:28,480 --> 00:33:30,200 I'm going to give it a little taste test. 467 00:33:46,320 --> 00:33:48,880 That tastes 95% okay. 468 00:33:51,080 --> 00:33:53,080 It actually tastes really good. 469 00:33:58,800 --> 00:34:00,720 But there's that 5%... 470 00:34:04,520 --> 00:34:05,960 ..that I can't trust. 471 00:34:05,960 --> 00:34:08,160 And based on how hungry I am... 472 00:34:09,560 --> 00:34:11,560 ..I'm probably just focusing right now 473 00:34:11,560 --> 00:34:13,680 on how awesome it would be to have a fish meal. 474 00:34:21,840 --> 00:34:24,080 There's a 50-50 chance that it could be okay. 475 00:34:27,440 --> 00:34:29,320 That I would be fine eating that. 476 00:34:35,480 --> 00:34:37,000 I can't risk it, guys. 477 00:34:58,920 --> 00:35:02,600 Well, I'm in my shelter. 478 00:35:04,280 --> 00:35:05,720 Just one thing missing. 479 00:35:07,120 --> 00:35:09,200 Food. And lots of it. 480 00:35:13,160 --> 00:35:16,920 I had a big fishing expedition and caught nothing. 481 00:35:16,920 --> 00:35:18,640 It's a nightmare. 482 00:35:18,640 --> 00:35:21,360 I worked on my permanent shelter. 483 00:35:22,320 --> 00:35:24,280 It didn't take long. 484 00:35:24,280 --> 00:35:26,000 It didn't take long at all. 485 00:35:27,840 --> 00:35:30,360 So what I'm going to do, I'm going to make a teepee. 486 00:35:30,360 --> 00:35:32,240 It means I can have a fire inside 487 00:35:32,240 --> 00:35:35,280 without having a crazy fireplace set up. 488 00:35:35,280 --> 00:35:36,640 I'm quite impressed with this. 489 00:35:37,760 --> 00:35:39,520 It's all coming together. 490 00:35:39,520 --> 00:35:42,320 It's amazing being able to stand up in your shelter. 491 00:35:42,320 --> 00:35:44,480 Not that it's my shelter yet. 492 00:35:44,480 --> 00:35:46,360 This is my new bed. 493 00:35:46,360 --> 00:35:47,360 Yes! 494 00:35:47,360 --> 00:35:50,320 Up there for thinking, down there for dancing. 495 00:35:50,320 --> 00:35:52,000 Whoo! 496 00:35:52,000 --> 00:35:56,440 I need to get this top on and get it on quick before the heavens open. 497 00:35:59,800 --> 00:36:01,880 I've got plenty of light in here. 498 00:36:01,880 --> 00:36:03,280 I'm over the moon with that. 499 00:36:09,080 --> 00:36:11,960 So today is my dad's birthday. 500 00:36:11,960 --> 00:36:13,280 65. 501 00:36:14,880 --> 00:36:16,160 Bless him. 502 00:36:29,400 --> 00:36:31,640 I can't even talk about my dad. 503 00:36:33,840 --> 00:36:34,840 Bless him. 504 00:36:38,680 --> 00:36:45,680 I was about 21 and I get a phone call off my Uncle Martin. 505 00:36:45,680 --> 00:36:49,040 He says, "You have to go down to your granddad's." 506 00:36:50,600 --> 00:36:51,720 I'm like, "OK." 507 00:36:51,720 --> 00:36:52,720 I'm like, "What for?" 508 00:36:52,720 --> 00:36:54,560 He said, "Just go down to your granddad's." 509 00:36:56,400 --> 00:37:00,360 I went down there and he said, "He's dead." 510 00:37:05,320 --> 00:37:07,240 I said, "Who's dead?" 511 00:37:07,240 --> 00:37:08,240 He said, "Your dad." 512 00:37:09,400 --> 00:37:12,800 I'm like, "What? What the fuck? What?!" 513 00:37:15,200 --> 00:37:18,040 He said, "Aye. Just a massive heart attack." 514 00:37:18,040 --> 00:37:21,040 He was 43. 515 00:37:22,320 --> 00:37:24,080 He was my best friend. 516 00:37:25,680 --> 00:37:27,800 Oh, God. 517 00:37:27,800 --> 00:37:29,240 He was my best friend. 518 00:37:34,880 --> 00:37:36,480 Billy Vickery. 519 00:37:36,480 --> 00:37:37,480 It's his name. 520 00:37:49,400 --> 00:37:51,560 I'm older than my dad was. 521 00:37:51,560 --> 00:37:55,240 I'm 43 now and I'm older than he was when he died. 522 00:37:56,400 --> 00:37:58,080 God, I thought he was an old man. 523 00:38:00,080 --> 00:38:01,840 I was 21. 524 00:38:01,840 --> 00:38:03,080 God, how young. 525 00:38:09,360 --> 00:38:11,000 And I tell you what. 526 00:38:11,000 --> 00:38:18,920 If there's any young men watching this, listen to me here, OK? 527 00:38:18,920 --> 00:38:23,560 If you've never told your dad you love him, go and tell him. 528 00:38:28,280 --> 00:38:29,440 Just go and tell him. 529 00:38:31,440 --> 00:38:32,840 Just say, "Dad, I love you." 530 00:38:32,840 --> 00:38:38,520 If he's making a cup of tea, if he's in his garage, anything. 531 00:38:38,520 --> 00:38:42,320 I never told my dad I loved him, and that is fucking... 532 00:38:42,320 --> 00:38:45,360 And it rips me apart every day. 533 00:38:45,360 --> 00:38:49,400 And it's ripped me apart every day for the last 23 years. 534 00:38:56,880 --> 00:38:59,640 I lost my best friend that day. 535 00:39:12,280 --> 00:39:13,840 My hero. 536 00:39:18,240 --> 00:39:24,520 I just hope I've made my dad proud for being out here in the wild 537 00:39:24,520 --> 00:39:27,040 and just really giving it a good crack. 538 00:40:14,120 --> 00:40:15,120 Fuck. 539 00:40:18,120 --> 00:40:19,960 Right. 540 00:40:19,960 --> 00:40:24,640 I don't want the fireplace filling up with snow. 541 00:40:25,840 --> 00:40:29,560 So the plan is to just build a flat lid. 542 00:40:32,080 --> 00:40:35,200 My strategy at the moment is one day at a time. 543 00:40:35,200 --> 00:40:36,480 Slow her down. 544 00:40:36,480 --> 00:40:39,360 Try not to burn too much energy. 545 00:40:42,160 --> 00:40:44,440 I've had virtually nothing to eat for three weeks, 546 00:40:44,440 --> 00:40:47,160 so everything I do seems hard work at the moment. 547 00:40:48,320 --> 00:40:51,840 It's taken me twice as long as I thought to build my shelter. 548 00:40:51,840 --> 00:40:54,360 That's been my focus. 549 00:40:54,360 --> 00:40:56,280 Because without it, we're buggered. 550 00:40:57,800 --> 00:40:59,120 Happy with that. 551 00:41:00,840 --> 00:41:02,440 That's a hell of a lot of work. 552 00:41:03,600 --> 00:41:05,200 It's taken it out of me, to be honest. 553 00:41:07,040 --> 00:41:09,200 But, yeah, she's tough today. 554 00:41:09,200 --> 00:41:13,960 Well, every day's tough, but I can feel the old worms burning in my gut, 555 00:41:13,960 --> 00:41:16,840 thinking, "Come on, feed me, feed me! 556 00:41:16,840 --> 00:41:19,160 "You bastard, when's the next feed coming?" 557 00:41:25,840 --> 00:41:28,720 Well, it's nearly dinner time here at Guts Ache Inn. 558 00:41:29,880 --> 00:41:32,880 I'm going to show you a special treat. 559 00:41:32,880 --> 00:41:38,720 Probably not the average kind of thing you'd consider to eat. 560 00:41:38,720 --> 00:41:42,400 The deer skin dinner. 561 00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:52,200 In desperate times, you think of anything possible that you could eat. 562 00:41:52,200 --> 00:41:53,600 And I thought, why not this? 563 00:41:53,600 --> 00:41:55,400 It's actually part of the animal. 564 00:41:56,440 --> 00:41:58,440 It's just dried skin. 565 00:41:58,440 --> 00:42:00,240 It's probably got some protein. 566 00:42:00,240 --> 00:42:02,480 Probably got a little bit of fat in it, maybe. 567 00:42:02,480 --> 00:42:04,320 I thought, why not give it a go? 568 00:42:08,000 --> 00:42:10,920 So the trick is to sear the hair off it, 569 00:42:10,920 --> 00:42:13,520 because it's got a very dense fur here. 570 00:42:13,520 --> 00:42:15,480 So... 571 00:42:15,480 --> 00:42:20,240 Meanwhile, of course, your mouth is watering at the thought of it. 572 00:42:21,720 --> 00:42:23,960 Delicious deer skin. 573 00:42:30,080 --> 00:42:33,840 That big long strip of skin that you started with, 574 00:42:33,840 --> 00:42:38,520 slowly shrivels up into a little tiny ball. 575 00:42:39,840 --> 00:42:43,840 So what I'll do is I'll pull these end bits off. 576 00:42:45,000 --> 00:42:46,720 Because they're ready. 577 00:42:46,720 --> 00:42:50,320 It's got a little bit of fluff on it, but you don't worry about that. 578 00:42:50,320 --> 00:42:52,080 It's good for you. 579 00:42:52,080 --> 00:42:53,400 Maybe. 580 00:42:55,920 --> 00:42:56,920 Now... 581 00:43:04,680 --> 00:43:05,880 Mmm. 582 00:43:05,880 --> 00:43:07,840 Not particularly delicious. 583 00:43:09,800 --> 00:43:14,560 In fact, I don't find it nice at all. 584 00:43:16,040 --> 00:43:19,520 So if you're really hungry, and you happen to have an old deer skin 585 00:43:19,520 --> 00:43:24,680 laying around, burn the hair off it, and eat them. 586 00:43:24,680 --> 00:43:26,680 Might taste like shit, but you can eat them. 587 00:43:44,840 --> 00:43:46,720 Alright. 588 00:43:46,720 --> 00:43:49,320 Don't have so good news. 589 00:43:49,320 --> 00:43:52,600 Looks like my mushroom's been attacked by all these maggots. 590 00:43:54,400 --> 00:43:57,040 Maggots everywhere on this. 591 00:43:57,040 --> 00:43:58,040 See there? 592 00:43:58,040 --> 00:43:59,040 It's like maggots. 593 00:43:59,040 --> 00:44:01,200 This one is covered in it. 594 00:44:01,200 --> 00:44:04,080 There is no way I can eat that. 595 00:44:04,080 --> 00:44:05,360 Oh. 596 00:44:05,360 --> 00:44:06,360 No. 597 00:44:07,640 --> 00:44:10,560 Yuck! Oh! 598 00:44:14,360 --> 00:44:16,680 Maybe I should have cooked that earlier. 599 00:44:20,160 --> 00:44:23,880 Which leaves me with one mushroom. 600 00:44:26,680 --> 00:44:28,760 I thought I had three meals here. 601 00:44:28,760 --> 00:44:30,240 Turns out to be one. 602 00:44:30,240 --> 00:44:31,600 One last meal. 603 00:44:34,080 --> 00:44:35,280 That's not good. 604 00:44:36,320 --> 00:44:38,320 I thought I had two more days of mushrooms. 605 00:44:48,320 --> 00:44:52,920 At the moment, I've only got berries to live on. 606 00:44:52,920 --> 00:44:54,760 But it's not going to sustain me. 607 00:44:56,280 --> 00:44:57,880 There's nothing out there. 608 00:44:57,880 --> 00:44:59,760 No more mushrooms. 609 00:45:01,040 --> 00:45:03,080 And winter is coming. 610 00:45:14,080 --> 00:45:16,440 I'm just so hungry, that's it. 611 00:45:18,720 --> 00:45:20,400 And the hunger scares me. 612 00:45:21,600 --> 00:45:23,160 Hunger is not painful. 613 00:45:24,240 --> 00:45:26,040 It slowly creeps up on you. 614 00:45:26,040 --> 00:45:27,720 It makes you weak. 615 00:45:30,800 --> 00:45:33,240 (SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY) 616 00:45:34,400 --> 00:45:38,320 I grew up in the poorest part of Thailand. 617 00:45:40,720 --> 00:45:47,400 And we used to hunt frogs. 618 00:45:47,400 --> 00:45:49,640 Because we didn't have anything to eat. 619 00:45:51,960 --> 00:45:56,760 A good day, I would have a frog with some rice to go to school. 620 00:45:58,320 --> 00:46:01,560 People know that you're the poorest kid... 621 00:46:02,520 --> 00:46:05,040 ..when you have a frog in your lunchbox. 622 00:46:07,440 --> 00:46:11,480 Sometimes my uncle would bring a rat if he'd been hunting. 623 00:46:13,360 --> 00:46:15,040 It kind of reminds me... 624 00:46:17,640 --> 00:46:20,360 ..how tough things really were... 625 00:46:21,440 --> 00:46:22,960 ..and how far I've come. 626 00:46:30,560 --> 00:46:35,000 And how hard I fought for a better life. 627 00:46:45,160 --> 00:46:48,200 I wouldn't be who I am, and where I am... 628 00:46:56,680 --> 00:46:58,640 ..without that upbringing. 629 00:47:04,640 --> 00:47:06,440 I think I've lived my life like... 630 00:47:07,680 --> 00:47:10,840 ..not wanting to waste a minute, a second of it. 631 00:47:13,120 --> 00:47:16,320 People in Thailand would have done anything to be in my shoes. 632 00:47:18,280 --> 00:47:20,880 Yes, being out here... 633 00:47:20,880 --> 00:47:22,840 forces me to be still. 634 00:47:51,280 --> 00:47:53,360 Well, we haven't caught fish. 635 00:47:53,360 --> 00:47:55,320 But look what I caught. 636 00:47:55,320 --> 00:47:57,120 A piece of stick. 637 00:47:58,320 --> 00:47:59,800 What do you call this? 638 00:48:01,080 --> 00:48:02,760 Stick fish. 639 00:48:02,760 --> 00:48:04,200 This is legal. 640 00:48:05,240 --> 00:48:08,000 To eat it. Yeah? 641 00:48:10,680 --> 00:48:12,960 Day 25. 642 00:48:12,960 --> 00:48:15,400 Still no fish. 643 00:48:15,400 --> 00:48:17,960 And that's a bit concerning, but... 644 00:48:19,720 --> 00:48:21,040 ..what can we do? 645 00:48:21,040 --> 00:48:22,760 We're trying everything. 646 00:48:29,480 --> 00:48:31,080 Status. 647 00:48:31,080 --> 00:48:33,800 There's no way that I'd give up. 648 00:48:34,840 --> 00:48:39,120 Giving up is a shameful thing, personally and individually, 649 00:48:39,120 --> 00:48:40,240 for me, 650 00:48:40,240 --> 00:48:42,600 for my people, 651 00:48:42,600 --> 00:48:46,560 and from where I come from. 652 00:48:46,560 --> 00:48:48,480 Hell no. 653 00:48:48,480 --> 00:48:51,640 I would rather go back home in a body bag 654 00:48:51,640 --> 00:48:53,080 than tapping out. 655 00:48:54,120 --> 00:48:55,120 Yes. 656 00:48:58,360 --> 00:49:00,600 To make it to Australia... 657 00:49:01,800 --> 00:49:03,040 ..wasn't easy. 658 00:49:04,400 --> 00:49:06,600 Nine months of long journey. 659 00:49:07,800 --> 00:49:10,000 I slept in the jungle. 660 00:49:10,000 --> 00:49:13,040 No passport, no ID, nothing. 661 00:49:13,040 --> 00:49:15,840 Hungry most of those days. 662 00:49:17,400 --> 00:49:21,440 And then ended up 16 days inside 663 00:49:21,440 --> 00:49:24,160 the small, tiny wooden boat. 664 00:49:26,520 --> 00:49:31,280 Those times, those hard times, helped me here. 665 00:49:32,840 --> 00:49:36,560 To be no one, and make it all the way here, 666 00:49:36,560 --> 00:49:39,960 and say, "Alright. This guy had done something." 667 00:49:44,280 --> 00:49:46,240 I survived all those things 668 00:49:46,240 --> 00:49:47,960 to make it to Australia. 669 00:49:49,080 --> 00:49:53,400 So, I'll do anything to win this thing. 670 00:49:58,880 --> 00:50:02,440 If I had the chance, I would just take all these things... 671 00:50:03,960 --> 00:50:05,600 ..all these communication things, 672 00:50:05,600 --> 00:50:06,920 I would just throw it in the lake. 673 00:50:08,280 --> 00:50:10,720 Sat phone and all those things. 674 00:50:11,720 --> 00:50:12,720 Yeah. 675 00:50:17,440 --> 00:50:20,640 And then I would be like, alright - I'm here by myself now. 676 00:50:20,640 --> 00:50:24,240 There's no way to go back unless I win. 677 00:50:26,000 --> 00:50:30,440 And then I would just do pretty much everything to survive. 678 00:50:37,960 --> 00:50:39,160 Alright. 679 00:50:42,720 --> 00:50:44,720 Put you guys inside. 680 00:50:52,320 --> 00:50:53,320 Let me... 681 00:50:55,160 --> 00:50:56,440 ..check something. 682 00:52:03,080 --> 00:52:04,400 Alright. 683 00:52:04,400 --> 00:52:05,960 Getting some more water. 684 00:52:08,240 --> 00:52:09,440 Look at this. 685 00:52:09,440 --> 00:52:10,800 Frost. 686 00:52:10,800 --> 00:52:12,720 My water reservoir. 687 00:52:12,720 --> 00:52:14,280 Look. 688 00:52:14,280 --> 00:52:15,440 Ice. 689 00:52:17,280 --> 00:52:22,160 I reckon last night was down at minus three. 690 00:52:22,160 --> 00:52:24,480 The ground is frozen. 691 00:52:24,480 --> 00:52:26,280 Which means the berries would drop. 692 00:52:26,280 --> 00:52:29,640 I really have to focus on picking the berries. 693 00:52:29,640 --> 00:52:32,960 Because I've got no mushrooms and nothing else to cook anyway. 694 00:52:36,240 --> 00:52:40,200 So, I'm going to try to get as much as I can. 695 00:52:43,280 --> 00:52:47,240 Could be my last chance to pick them. 696 00:52:49,960 --> 00:52:51,680 Something... 697 00:52:54,920 --> 00:52:56,880 Look at that. 698 00:52:58,160 --> 00:52:59,160 All mushy. 699 00:53:02,080 --> 00:53:04,120 My blueberries. 700 00:53:06,240 --> 00:53:07,640 They're destroyed. 701 00:53:09,280 --> 00:53:12,000 The blueberry bushes are frozen. 702 00:53:12,000 --> 00:53:14,440 They are gone, gone, gone. 703 00:53:16,040 --> 00:53:17,360 This is devastating. 704 00:53:17,360 --> 00:53:20,960 This is like my only food resource. 705 00:53:24,040 --> 00:53:26,520 It's not good. It's not good. 706 00:53:27,720 --> 00:53:29,480 Bit worried, to be honest. 707 00:53:32,440 --> 00:53:36,400 Makes me feel like the season is over. 708 00:53:37,440 --> 00:53:40,960 I have to focus on the fishing. 709 00:53:40,960 --> 00:53:43,920 I have to sort that net out. 710 00:53:43,920 --> 00:53:46,720 Because if I give up, I've got nothing. 711 00:53:59,280 --> 00:54:00,840 Yeah. 712 00:54:00,840 --> 00:54:02,680 I'm still not feeling 100%. 713 00:54:02,680 --> 00:54:06,120 I've been pretty much resting all day. 714 00:54:07,480 --> 00:54:10,680 So, I didn't get anything done. 715 00:54:16,320 --> 00:54:17,680 I'm okay. 716 00:54:21,160 --> 00:54:23,280 Oh, jeez. 717 00:54:24,360 --> 00:54:25,680 I'm soaked. 718 00:55:02,320 --> 00:55:03,760 Med checks. 719 00:55:10,560 --> 00:55:11,560 Hello? 720 00:55:15,800 --> 00:55:17,000 Arash? 721 00:55:18,920 --> 00:55:20,600 It's the doc, Arash. 722 00:55:23,560 --> 00:55:25,400 He's not home. 723 00:55:25,400 --> 00:55:27,400 - He's not there? - No. 724 00:55:31,320 --> 00:55:32,320 Arash? 725 00:55:34,880 --> 00:55:35,880 Arash? 726 00:55:37,080 --> 00:55:38,640 Arash? 727 00:55:38,640 --> 00:55:39,640 Med checks. 728 00:55:40,920 --> 00:55:42,280 Hello, mate? 729 00:55:44,600 --> 00:55:46,040 Where is he? 730 00:55:46,040 --> 00:55:47,040 No idea. 731 00:55:53,200 --> 00:55:55,040 What's his RockSTAR doing here? 732 00:55:57,200 --> 00:55:59,640 Still on, charged. 733 00:55:59,640 --> 00:56:01,320 His camera's here. 734 00:56:02,640 --> 00:56:04,200 His sat phone's here. 735 00:56:05,920 --> 00:56:07,840 His life jacket's here. 736 00:56:08,840 --> 00:56:10,800 All his safety equipment's here. 737 00:56:13,480 --> 00:56:14,640 Jesus. 738 00:56:15,720 --> 00:56:16,720 He's gone. 739 00:56:19,360 --> 00:56:21,000 Let's have a look around. 740 00:56:22,560 --> 00:56:24,840 Arash, mate? Med checks. 741 00:56:24,840 --> 00:56:27,880 - Arash? - Arash! 742 00:56:27,880 --> 00:56:29,160 Arash? 743 00:56:30,400 --> 00:56:32,160 Arash? 744 00:56:32,160 --> 00:56:34,440 Arash. Hello? 745 00:56:35,440 --> 00:56:36,640 Arash! 746 00:56:37,960 --> 00:56:39,400 Okay, I'm getting worried now. 747 00:56:39,400 --> 00:56:40,760 We've got the boat crew as well. 748 00:56:40,760 --> 00:56:42,160 - Yeah. - We'll get them involved. 749 00:56:47,320 --> 00:56:48,960 Spread out and comb the area. 750 00:56:48,960 --> 00:56:51,080 Make sure you stay in sight of each other, okay? 751 00:56:51,080 --> 00:56:52,080 - All right. - Yeah. 752 00:56:53,520 --> 00:56:56,280 - Arash? - Arash! 753 00:56:56,280 --> 00:56:57,280 Arash! 754 00:56:58,360 --> 00:56:59,880 Arash! 755 00:56:59,880 --> 00:57:01,080 Arash? 756 00:57:06,120 --> 00:57:07,280 He's not here. 757 00:57:07,280 --> 00:57:08,640 He's gone. 758 00:57:08,640 --> 00:57:09,960 He's actually gone. 759 00:57:09,960 --> 00:57:10,960 He's missing. 760 00:57:10,960 --> 00:57:12,480 Yeah, I'm worried now. 761 00:57:12,480 --> 00:57:13,880 This hasn't happened before. 762 00:57:13,880 --> 00:57:14,920 I'm gonna call it in. 763 00:57:14,920 --> 00:57:15,920 Yeah, call it in. 764 00:57:16,080 --> 00:57:19,400 We need immediate backup for search and rescue. 765 00:57:24,640 --> 00:57:25,960 Arash!